Monday, January 26, 2009

I wonder

4 injections down and I just wonder how the follies are doing.... nay, I am dying to know how the follies are doing!!!!

I don't know whether I'm getting bloated or not. I have definitely put on a little weight on the scales, but that could just be me getting fatter. Should I be noticeably bloated by now?? How big should the follies be right now? Should I notice them sticking out of my abdomen like golf balls??

Ehhhhh I hate not knowing!! What if I am doing something not quite right with the injections... did I pull out the dose confirmation thingie all the way? Did I press it in all the way? Is it possible not to give yourself the right dose if you've dialled up the right dose??

I drive myself crazy. I thought that I would be less crazy than usual once I started the drugs. But alas, I'm just as clinically insane as always :)

I just don't want to rock up to the ultrasound on Friday, and get the call saying "Are you sure you've been injecting like we told you?? We really can't tell."

Does everyone freak out a little about it? Aside from a touch of bitchiness, and the overwhelming tiredness at times, I don't feel much different to usual, and I guess that concerns me a bit. I would be feeling far more confident if I was a raging ball of hormones, and DH was scared to come near me.

I'm sure it's probably all fine, fine, fine. I just wish there was some way I could tell!!


Sarah said...

I was worried that I wasnt doing it right as well. I guess its hard to screw it are using the pens right? Thats what I used.

Lea said...

I haven't done injections (yet) but I'm sure I would feel the same way. I'm always afraid I'm doing something wrong and the CD12 follicle check makes me a nervous wreck!

I'm sure you are doing great. Lots of luck!

Just Another Infertile said...

I'm sure your doing the injections just fine. I was worried too. If it were that precise, they'd have to have professionals do it for you.

Grow follies grow! I'm sure you're doing great.